Wednesday 1 July 2015

I really should be studying but procrastination has been quite pushy these past few days.

So recently, I've been watching F.R.I.E.N.D.S and now I'm on the last season, which is something I should not be bragging as it does indicate, for the millionth time, that I am the number one procrastinator that has no life. I guess it is kind of a good thing I'm on the last season so I can stop watching it and get on with studying.

This TV show has made me reflect on high school a lot. Trust me: I am sick of it and I want this stuff over and done with. But so many things have happened. New friendships, changing friendships, learning about awesome things, learning about weird and awkward things (that traumatise you for life...), having to deal with puberty, having to deal with crushes, learning that the world can be a bit tougher than you thought it would be. Learning about the internet: being introduced to a whole new world of wacky stuff. And a lot more but I can't remember them at the moment.

There were so many things I was happy about and laughed at. Then there were also moments that I hated and cringed at. But if I had the ability to go back in time, I would not change any one of those moments because those are the moments that have truly shaped me into the person I am today. Thanks to my family, friends, teachers and moments, I have finally become a person that I am happy with.

Primary school wasn't something that I wanted to cherish; I only made a couple of friends (we did split ways when we went to high school but one particular friend did come with me to the same high school - she is still someone I consider as one of my best friends and someone to lean on when I need a shoulder). I didn't like majority of it and because of that, I had great expectations for high school.

Not all those expectations were filled. At first, subjects weren't that great, carrying around books was a big burden and it didn't really feel that great.

But by the time the first year ended, I took all that back as me and my first friend joined a bunch of idiots, whom from that year, became a close knit group that I now proudly acknowledge as my best friends. I really learned what the meaning of friendship was from these friends. So many memories, good and bad. I will cherish every single one of them.

One great adventure of my life is slowly coming to an end but it also signals a brand new one, one that I am looking forward to. I have so many ambitions, dreams, and wishes that I want to fulfill. I look forward to meeting new people and experiencing new things. I look forward to the independence I will gain. I look forward to responsibility. I look forward to making mistakes and learning from them. I look forward to embarrassing myself  and failing. And why exactly do I look forward to even the bad stuff? Because right now, looking back at the past years, I have realised that high school has made me appreciate so much about life and memories, about friends and family.

As much as I will miss everything I leave behind, I am very excited for the next phase of my life.
Furthermore, I am very excited for this blog, even though it is at its early stages. I won't be posting much for the next 4-5 months but after that, this blog will be bombarded. I am also bringing my life stories through a youtube channel after I graduate and finish exams so look forward to that (hopefully I'll be good at?). I'll be recording gaming videos first and extending a bit more. I'll also be posting vlogs on that channel, specifically a couple that will record the two-week trip me and my family are taking to Europe.

Before I go, I am very sorry if I have bored you with this post; I note now that I ramble a lot but I am very excited. This is a seemingly deep post and may cause an existential crisis so I am sorry again.

I've run out of things to say...

K well have a great morning, afternoon, evening, day or night (wherever you may be) and until next time (which will be a long way away), BYEEE (:

P.S. Here's something to make you smile?




Monday 25 May 2015

I'm BAAAACK!!!

So first thing's first [I'm the realest], I managed to get that assignment in on time and surprisingly, didn't stutter too much in the actual presentation (yeah, I didn't mention it was a speech).

So today's blog post is about: REPORTS, AVENGERS: AGE OF ULTRON (ERMAGOD) & BIRTHDAY PARTY!!! (*note to self: must stop capitalizing everything)

*dun dun DUUUUN*

Anyone know the feeling when your world is sinking down deep into the black depths of space, when you have an existential crisis or when you've been caught doing something you shouldn't be? Combine all that and you'll understand how I felt when I showed my report to my parents. And boy, was that shit storm BIG.

On the brighter side of things, I FINALLY SAW AVENGERS 2 YESTERDAY after a very impatient month-long wait to see the movie. AND IT WAS AWESOME. I won't put spoilers in but if anyone hasn't watched it yet, you're in for a good treat ... unless your some hardcore Marvel Comic fan that wasn't happy with Black Widow's portrayal or some hater that took part in the mass that caused Joss Whedon to shut his Twitter account (it must have been some extreme hate he was getting).

Other than watching that awesome movie, I did go to one of my friend's birthday party. The thing I enjoy the most at specifically this party is the small fire she has burning in the backyard. So naturally, I go nuts with my camera and the creative effects. I did take some cool pictures and I'll let the internet judge so here are some of them (some might be a bit fuzzy - my camera goes funny at night and the lighting wasn't that great either)

So I guess that's it for today! Bye!







Sunday 10 May 2015

*Yawn* It's 1:44 in the morning and I'm trying to finish a school assignment that is due tomorrow but by god is procrastination levels quite high today!!
So hello world, my name is Hannah and I am pretty much an average teenager (for now...). I just started this blog because procrastination is making me do it. I'm sure this blog is going to find some purpose so for now, it's going to be lead by procrastination and procrastination.
I'll try my best to post daily (unless I'm busy with school work since I'm in my last year - yay?!).
I've never done a blog before and I've only just looked at one blog, Zoella (youtuber), so I have basically have no idea how to run this stuff.
So you might end up seeing my fangirl reactions to Marvel films' stuff or some youtubers.
Furthermore, I do apologise now and for the future if I offend anyone with my lack of cultured knowledge. I tend to do that to my friends.
I also tend to have a lot of grammatical mistakes whenever I post stuff on social networks (*massive facepalm* & damn you grammar police) so I apologise in advance for that.

I really need to get on with this assignment so that's it for today I guess.
Bye!

P.S This post looks like a letter or diary entry ...